Friend, Did You Know It’s Possible to Identify Birds Only by Their Songs*

And each of us out here chirping and warbling and calling out for succor/each of us gape mawed and clinging/and they say we are born alone/we die alone but that is as absurd as saying there is silence anywhere/ever, as if the wind itself doesn’t have a cadence/a timber/a drumbeat /as if at the very center of a hurricane is a vacuum/that moment when Andrew paused before swallowing Miami whole and chewing—/Now that was a sound, audible 1000 miles away, our house being chewed like that/as if when a storm blinks and the winds stop and the birds are gone and even the cicadas know enough to shut the fuck up/as if there is a moment there without that blood rush poundpoundpound in your ears that says you are veryveryveryvery afraid/that woosh that thud/as if when I put my head upon your chest I do not hear the murmur of a small hole in your heart or maybe it is mine,/we are so tangled that I cannot identify you from me

only by our song.

*Title taken from the subject line of an email from The Cornell Lab of Ornithology

Leigh Camacho Rourks

Leigh Camacho Rourks is a Cuban-American author from South Louisiana, who is an Assistant Professor of English and Humanities at Beacon College in Central Florida. Her debut story collection, Moon Trees and Other Orphans, won the St. Lawrence Book Award. She is also the recipient of the Glenna Luschei Prairie Schooner Award and the Robert Watson Literary Review Prize, and she is, most recently, the third-place winner of the 2021 CRAFT First Chapters Contest. Her fiction, poems, and essays have appeared in a number of journals, including Prairie Schooner, Rust + Moth, and Greensboro Review.

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